As you can see, I haven't really been updating. Don't feel neglected. I pretty much start blogs and never post to them.
I never can find my voice. I read so many amazing writers and then I feel that I can't measure up to them or that my voice is stupid and boring. These are issues I have in real life too. I have ideas about what I want to do and then fear of rejection or fear of change or just fear keeps me from doing things. Even "stupid" things like blogging or changing my hair style. Or just stepping out of my comfort zone.
Maybe one day I'll really do this and it will great. Or at least therapeutic.